Felt so guilty that day when a optimistic cancer patient actually tried to motivate me by saying thank you, you're really fast, very good.
when i didn't actually do much for him and neither was i that fast.
had no time for him and that day somebody passed shitty report to me, just dump me a few nursing actions to do.
was complaining alot, like how come i have to do bloods and all the nursing actions when the guy who passed to me was still around but didn't do anything?!?!
am glad that i handled the cancer patient,
cause he gave me a knock on my head and woke me up.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
screamed at someone today for stepping on my tail.
didn't feel good after that at all,
cried my lungs out and recalled some other terrible stuffs.
wondered why people always like to bully me.
am i really that easy going?
so much so that people tend to take me for granted.
didn't feel good after that at all,
cried my lungs out and recalled some other terrible stuffs.
wondered why people always like to bully me.
am i really that easy going?
so much so that people tend to take me for granted.
sleeping on bus...
Thursday, October 22, 2009
never understand why people always shun me on buses, whenever i'm asleep.
photos below was taken while we were on our way back on a bus....
how i know?
basically, i always find it weird that the seat beside me is empty when i woke up, even when everyone else is standing...
and they will cast me a weird look as i was scanning the environment for my where abouts.
( to make sure that i did not over shot la)
i came to realise during the china trip that all this could be due to my sleeping behaviour.....
photos below was taken while we were on our way back on a bus....
my " ghost photo"
sleeping with my mouth open!!! drooling!!!
gosh, i'm definitely in normal position when i woke up!!!
what happened in between?!?!?
sakamoto ryuichi
went pass That CD Shop in suntec a week ago and heard this song.
Theme from merry christmas, mr lawrence, forbidden colours by duel
fell in love with it immediatly. ( i bought the cd....)
the song sound familiar, though i'm certain i've never watch the show before.
it's done by a composer name sakamoto ryuichi years ago
and sang by some singer named david.
don't really like the original piano version, or the ones with the singer.
the violin and piano vers is the one that made an impact.
enjoy. it's the 2nd song on my playlist. =)
Theme from merry christmas, mr lawrence, forbidden colours by duel
fell in love with it immediatly. ( i bought the cd....)
the song sound familiar, though i'm certain i've never watch the show before.
it's done by a composer name sakamoto ryuichi years ago
and sang by some singer named david.
don't really like the original piano version, or the ones with the singer.
the violin and piano vers is the one that made an impact.
enjoy. it's the 2nd song on my playlist. =)
Monday, October 19, 2009
one of my doctors ask me yesterday while i was trying to briefly clean off the blood stain of a aunty, whether i join nursing because of " calling" or as a " job".
didn't catch it rather well at first.
thought he's asking me if nursing is a job to me.
(damn, of course it is a job!! i do drag my feet to work like any other normal office ladies!)
it was only after a few seconds then i knew that he's trying to ask if i join because of passion.
honestly, it wasn't the case at first.
couldn't even take another day at hospital when i was a student.
i not only dragged my feet to work then, think i kinda crawled there. ( =P)
my prcp was the turning point.
i was in a cardio ward then, and as you all know heart attack can sometimes happen without any pre- symptoms.
that's what happened to one of the patient under my care, and i was pretty close to her.
it happened without notice when i was passing report, and minutes ago i was still talking to her asking her if her kids are coming later.
she went pale, breathlesss, bp dropped, couldn't even tell us that she's having chest pain.
we tried our best, but it didn't work.
few of us cried, felt depressed, felt pity, and probably had forgotten her ( since she's not regular, lol)
but she's one of the patients that i'll never forget.
Joined a&e because i love the adrenaline rush of being part of the resus team.
and also because i want to be able to help save these vulnerable and precious lives.
didn't catch it rather well at first.
thought he's asking me if nursing is a job to me.
(damn, of course it is a job!! i do drag my feet to work like any other normal office ladies!)
it was only after a few seconds then i knew that he's trying to ask if i join because of passion.
honestly, it wasn't the case at first.
couldn't even take another day at hospital when i was a student.
i not only dragged my feet to work then, think i kinda crawled there. ( =P)
my prcp was the turning point.
i was in a cardio ward then, and as you all know heart attack can sometimes happen without any pre- symptoms.
that's what happened to one of the patient under my care, and i was pretty close to her.
it happened without notice when i was passing report, and minutes ago i was still talking to her asking her if her kids are coming later.
she went pale, breathlesss, bp dropped, couldn't even tell us that she's having chest pain.
we tried our best, but it didn't work.
few of us cried, felt depressed, felt pity, and probably had forgotten her ( since she's not regular, lol)
but she's one of the patients that i'll never forget.
Joined a&e because i love the adrenaline rush of being part of the resus team.
and also because i want to be able to help save these vulnerable and precious lives.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
came back from my trip and started working already.
tonight would be my last night.
couldn't upload all the trip photos since we had 4 professional camera,
and like 4 digital cams.
it's crazy, yes i know
but the photos were all great.
just too bad that 2 pro cams consist of 6gb of pics each.
another 2 probably 2 - 3 gb each.
and the digitals another 2gb
but i had fun climbing the great wall, or the " Chinese wall " ( that's how the Caucasians call em )
went to the forbidden city, and saw the chair made of gold for e king.
went to their tombs,
and also their imperial garden.
went to my cousy's wedding and tot it was great,
with venue like princess diary's castle.
suffered a hell lot at inner Mongolia cause the temp was -7 to -8
and i didn't bring any winter clothes along.
climb up a small but rather steep mountain to see sun rise,
sat on a jeep to view scenery around,
ridden a horse who doesn't listen to me,
got mesmerized by all the beautiful lakes, rivers, and the mountain, filled with " golden trees "
it was the first time my cam hang on me, cause of the cold weather apparently.
and otherwise I'm either eating ( believe me, they're meals so sumptuous, e.g: 8kg fish, four duck for two tables with 8 people each?, i don't even feel like eating MEALS after i come back) or sleeping.
which, the whole gang laughed about and took awful pics of me sleeping! ( can you believe it?!)
tonight would be my last night.
couldn't upload all the trip photos since we had 4 professional camera,
and like 4 digital cams.
it's crazy, yes i know
but the photos were all great.
just too bad that 2 pro cams consist of 6gb of pics each.
another 2 probably 2 - 3 gb each.
and the digitals another 2gb
but i had fun climbing the great wall, or the " Chinese wall " ( that's how the Caucasians call em )
went to the forbidden city, and saw the chair made of gold for e king.
went to their tombs,
and also their imperial garden.
went to my cousy's wedding and tot it was great,
with venue like princess diary's castle.
suffered a hell lot at inner Mongolia cause the temp was -7 to -8
and i didn't bring any winter clothes along.
climb up a small but rather steep mountain to see sun rise,
sat on a jeep to view scenery around,
ridden a horse who doesn't listen to me,
got mesmerized by all the beautiful lakes, rivers, and the mountain, filled with " golden trees "
it was the first time my cam hang on me, cause of the cold weather apparently.
and otherwise I'm either eating ( believe me, they're meals so sumptuous, e.g: 8kg fish, four duck for two tables with 8 people each?, i don't even feel like eating MEALS after i come back) or sleeping.
which, the whole gang laughed about and took awful pics of me sleeping! ( can you believe it?!)
there she is,
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
been watching a very cute and interesting korean flash movie.
though i don't understand most of the songs,
the animation itself is good enough.
it's about a rabbit falling in love with a cat. (forbidden love)
^^
Below is the link to the video.
this is a 5 part flash movie by SamBakZa.net
click on the link below to see 'em.
ENJOY!!!
Part I
Part II
Part III
Part IV
Part V - The End
though i don't understand most of the songs,
the animation itself is good enough.
it's about a rabbit falling in love with a cat. (forbidden love)
^^
Below is the link to the video.
this is a 5 part flash movie by SamBakZa.net
click on the link below to see 'em.
ENJOY!!!
Part I
Part II
Part III
Part IV
Part V - The End
